Everything was gold

I’m doing everything I can to keep the feelings away just for a little while longer. The seams are starting to burst, and I’m not sure how I’m going to handle it when it all comes seeping out.
Temporary patching and repairing isn’t doing me any good anymore. I don’t know how to keep intact.
It’s so painful. So fucking painful. All I want is one simple conversation with you, but I know all it’s going to do is hurt me more. I need you. All I want is you.

setbabiesonfire:

I’m sorry that I can’t function as a normal human being it’s just that I’m in a perpetual state of awe that things even exist at all and that everything is just one big fractal manifestation of itself and we’re all part of it, you’ll have to excuse me.

(via bohemiansgoodbye)

Anonymous:
Describe your last sexual encounter in full detail.

LOL id rather not, it was awful

I want some fucking coke