It’s been six months since we’ve broken up completely. I still struggle trying to accept that I wasn’t what you wanted. We’ve known each other for six years, How could you drop me so quickly? The history we have, the memories we’ve made; how could losing that not hurt you? I still remember so clearly, the day you told me you were in love with someone else. The feeling that grew in my chest that day, hasn’t left. It becomes hard to breathe sometimes. I’ve never had words physically hurt my heart before.

Today would have been our two year anniversary. I received a, “Happy Two Years” text. Thanks for reminding me. I’m going to crawl in bed and cry for the rest of the day.

why is it so hard for you to see that all you have to do is try? if I’m the only person that crosses your mind, the last person you think about before you go to sleep at night; why wont you put in the effort to get me back? Keep your intentions true. That’s all I’m asking.